Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
Some people make you feel safe in this world ,
Not because they understand you deeply
But because they love you despite everything.
Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
Are you healed or do you оnly think you’re healed?
I told myself
from nothing
nothing could be taken away.
But can you love anyone yet?
When I feel safe, I can love.
But will you touch anyone?
I told myself
if I had nothing
the world couldn’t touch me.
In the bathtub, I examine my body.
We’re supposed to do that.
I was vigilant: when I touched myself
I didn’t feel anything.
Were you safe then?
I was never safe, even when I was most hidden.
Even when I was waiting.
So you couldn’t protect yourself?
The absolute
erodes; the boundary, the wall
around the self erodes.
If I was waiting I had been
invaded by time.
But do you think you’re free?
I think I recognize the patterns of my nature.
But do you think you’re free?
I had nothing
and I was still changed.
Like a costume, my numbness
was taken away. Then
hunger was added.
Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.
Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
Betrayal and forgiveness are best seen as something more akin to falling in love.
Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
Cause all I want is just оnce to see you in the light
But you hide behind the color of the night
Beramode, блог «Faded Fantasy»
My heart is not captured easily. I am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused оn my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long. But if we make that connection, if you find your way into my heart, God, I will fall for you like gravity has let go of the earth.
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