Автор: Beramode


Are you healed or do you оnly think you’re healed?

I told myself

from nothing

nothing could be taken away.

But can you love anyone yet?

When I feel safe, I can love.

But will you touch anyone?

I told myself

if I had nothing

the world couldn’t touch me.

In the bathtub, I examine my body.

We’re supposed to do that.

I was vigilant: when I touched myself

I didn’t feel anything.

Were you safe then?

I was never safe, even when I was most hidden.

Even when I was waiting.

So you couldn’t protect yourself?

The absolute

erodes; the boundary, the wall

around the self erodes.

If I was waiting I had been

invaded by time.

But do you think you’re free?

I think I recognize the patterns of my nature.

But do you think you’re free?

I had nothing

and I was still changed.

Like a costume, my numbness

was taken away. Then

hunger was added.



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