I am the closest thing to God (публикации за 4 мая 2020)4 читателя тэги
Crooked Soul
I think I have a problem, these blackened eyes are bloodshot
Lost like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything
Broken but I don't need, I don't need you to fix me
Numb to the pain, I can drown in the rain
My demon's safe kept in my grave
Drunk off mistakes addicted to the everlasting hell
So I take another drink, throw up in the sink
The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe
If I have a heart, why am I so cold?
If you love me still I don't feel it
I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul
I see a devil in myself, inflicting all the grief I've dealt heal (Heal anything)
Drunk off mistakes addicted to the everlasting hell
So I take another drink, throw up in the sink
The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe
If I have a heart, why am I so cold?
If you love me still I don't feel it
I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul
Don't need your help
Time will tell, my оnly comfort is myself
I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul
I don't need your help, time will tell
I see a devil in myself
Chaos
It's chaos in the back of my mind
I want to run away leaving everything behind
Chaos in the depth of my heart
What is wrong with me? Feelings tearing me apart
I have changed, I've lost my mind
Became deranged, path not defined
Get out of my way, I'm wide awake
Leave me to make my own mistakes
What is it? Tears and joy!
Let's create to destroy
Riot inside does not stop
I know I'm right, you know
I'm off the chain, I'm not here
I don't feel pain, I don't know fear
I better leave and slam the door
You won't perceive me anymore
Don't stop my mess, it's my way
It's not distress, I'm okay
Still Standing
You make me feel
Not like myself
I'm feeling weaker, now
Face down, how am I still alive
And in control
Feels like outer-space
And I'm the black hole
I feel your contact
I've seen your home
I fail to remember
What's real and what's wrong
This new paranoia
Destroys me inside
I try to surrender
And I’ll walk away while I’m still standing
You're made of steel
Unlike myself
You're a electric eel, now
Spin out
Falling off the the edge of the road
Race down
Gravity pulls us to the ground
Should I walk away while still standing?