I am the closest thing to God4 читателя тэги

A place where I can feel myself again

I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine

Maybe when you find out that I'm dead

You'll realize what you did to me

And if my lungs still let me breathe

Would you be there for me?

If I can make myself believe

Douse myself in gasoline

So don't save me when you come into the fire

I'd rather die than have to see your smile

You made me swear

I, I can't sleep

Realize all these things that you took from me

Smash my heart (You made me swear)

Into dust (You made me swear)

Suffocate my mind (You made me swear)

Tear at me from inside (You made me swear)

Smash apart what you created

How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?

Yeah, you see a smile оn my face, but it's so different from what it is

This cruel and unusual punishment

I try to stop the thoughts, but end up doing it all again

It's a dark cloud over my head

It changes how I see life till I forget how to live

Till I forget what I am, is it the devil within?

Got me acting like I'm outta my mind

Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine

I tell myself I'm fine

But I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way

All I want is someone to save me

'Cause I am fading and I can't escape

Every night I've been losing sleep

Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me

I'm in a panic, and I'm lost inside the static

Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic

Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave? Yeah

I'd give it all just to make it go away, yeah

I burn a hole in my soul when I pray

I got оne inside the chamber, and it's calling out my name

I pretend that I'm fine inside

But I'm losing my fucking mind

I pretend that I'm fine, but I'm buried alive