I am the closest thing to God4 читателя тэги

But it still becomes me now

I can't take the way you do

But it's still inside me

Synthetic solution

Synthetic, I'll become

And it sickens me to feel this way

Now I can't make up my mind, is this right

How I let you get inside of me?

Twist my words the way that you do

'Cause it falls оn deaf ears now

Still, I've learned to numb your views

But they're still inside me

I will never follow you

At this time I thought I was myself

And I thought I never could become you

All this time I thought I was myself

And I thought I never could become you

Wrong

If you did you'd turn away

You can оnly see what I show

I've seen a better day

I dont care which way the wind blows

It chooses it in spite of me

All of the decisions i've made

Or sees what I see

You think I am blind

But you are so behind

We are the outcome of a progression

You were the devil from the inception

You are not my kind

I'd like to show you something

I'm not sure you want to see

You may find the whole thing ugly

But thats me essentially

I am just another victim

Of the way you made me be

This battle is far from over

It lasts for eternity

Everyt time you look at me

And your eyes are so consumed

With what you hope to find in the end

But the illusory fades

And slowly becomes a friend

And gently shows you the way

To integrity and love

(If you gain the world, if you gain the world)

Remember you'll reap just what you sow

(If you gain the world, if you gain the world)

There's no оne left to save you now

Prisoner of my self doubt

Can't believe this is my fate

Try to get up, but I'm falling оn my face

Tell me why I'm here again?

What did I do? Who did I offend?

Is it cause of my disease?

I'm not running 'cause it follows me

Just shake it off

Told me not to let go

Said I'm here for you

I feel like I'm nothing

Am I dead weight?

Everything around me

Is so fake

I feel like I'm drowning

I'm okay, I'm okay

I don't know if I'm okay

Everyday drowning in my pain

Try to stay away from the pain you bring

But you got me caught up

Stuck locked in a cage

I can't make it out this way

My heart hurts and I'm trapped in my headspace

Numb me till I can't feel my face

I like it better when I can't feel anything

I won't let you bring me down

Pick me up and knock me down

I feel like where all lost not found

Waiting for my chance to break away

Demons in my head won't let me breathe

Waiting for my chance to break away