I am the closest thing to God4 читателя тэги

With pins and needles in my head

And the clock ticking off the wall

Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

I don't even know myself

I wish I could be someone else

But I don't have a clue at all

Oh, yeah

I'm sinking

You're waiting

Wake me up

Say enough is enough

I'm dying to live

Something's gotta give

Oh

Pull me out

Of this sinking town

I'm dying to live

Something's gotta give

Maybe I'm a fucking waste

Filling up the empty space

I've been here way too long

Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

I'm feeling like a nervous wreck

Living оn my last paycheck

I'm a cliché in a song

And everybody's singing along

Someone please come pull me out

From the shadow of my doubt

Wake me up

So bad, so dull, so cold

We're meant to feel the touch of real love

We're nearly out of time

To try and open minds

I really hope it's worth it

I'm stuck with this question

Is there more to life than what meets my eyes?

I can't be converted

This world feels inverted

We watch things die more times than I like

I don't want to be another clone

This hypocrisy is too close to home

Where is the integrity?

Where's the love?

Is it me or have we not had enough?

Just look, what we've done

We're fooling around, playing the clown

I don't want a made up smile

I don't want to pretend I'm fine

Just look, what we've done

We're running around, playing it down

I don't want a made up smile

I don't want to pretend we're fine

Welcome to the circus

We pull all the strings and dance around the notes

Looking for a quick fix to wash the blood from our throats

Behind windows, all alone

We're stuck in a circus

Just trying to find a purpose

Hanging оnto tight ropes

Our hearts are оn the down low

I can't help myself when I'm bored

I'm just looking for something more

Even though I feel insecure

I cannot breath

And I'm still going under

It's hard to realise

It's getting closer

I fear this struggle

Is wasting me from inside

Delirium, delirium

Is growing faster

There's no medication

It's hard to realise

Lost in confusion

I hear the silence

Is screaming aloud inside

Enclosed in a shrine

Locked away inside my mind

I walk in the darkness and neon lights

That's always dragging me down

I'm sick of it

I've got your beady eyes beating down оn me

Wish I could turn this around

Cause every day begins the same so

Pour it all out bring me down for another day

Nobody’s gonna save me

Empty it out let me drown, let me drift away

Nobody’s gonna save me now

Think I can change, I can change for a bit

I’ll have my own brand of hell by the end of it

And if you chainsaw through the walls around me

You’ll find an empty shell of what I used to be

I’m stuck in my own design

With no оne here for me

I’m leaving this all behind

No need to bother, expect the worst

Keep my head underwater till I'm unconscious

Let's count the seconds together till my heart is at rest

I am оn the way to the dead

One, two, three, four

A rush of blood to the head

Five, six, seven, eight, stop

You think it's just a second in a world of time

But how much is it when it comes to dying

One second can decide about now or never

Will you stay or go? Nothing lasts forever

Which is the tree for you? Let's count them down

Driving through the night straight through red traffic lights

Should I grip the wheel tight, or should I just let go?

Do you ever think of staying underwater?

Eight, seven, six, five

What is it that keeps me from doing it?

Four, three, two, оne, stop

You think it's just a second in a world of time

But how much is it when it comes to dying

One second can decide about now or never

Will you stay or go? Nothing lasts forever

It's the heaviest choice to cross the dark line

'Cause every time I try, you stay there and shine

It's the heaviest choice because you're in my mind

Every time I try diving into the black water void

You light me up, you light me up

In these dark times, you light me up, you light me up

Not like myself

I'm feeling weaker, now

Face down, how am I still alive

And in control

Feels like outer-space

I've seen your home

I fail to remember

What's real and what's wrong

This new paranoia

Destroys me inside

I try to surrender

And I’ll walk away while I’m still standing

You're made of steel

Unlike myself

You're a electric eel, now

Spin out

Falling off the the edge of the road

Race down

Gravity pulls us to the ground