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Broken Lives
I remember a time when I was young and blind
Couldn't take the fall from anything at all
I blamed it оn everybody else
Like the New World Order, the Illuminati
As long as it wasn't me
I was afraid of the mirror, of what I would see
I didn't wanna see me
Open your eyes and it'll make it easier to fight
Through the dark times, the dark times
Hold the light and it'll make it easier to shine
Through the dark times, the dark times
If the sky is always raining black
If the world is always stabbing you in the back
Open your eyes and you will find
That we all live broken lives
I was envious of, other people's love
Hung up оn why, I didn't have their lives
I blamed it оn everybody else
Like corrupt politicians or the shitty economy
As long as it wasn't me
One day I lifted my head and looked into the mirror
I was staring at me
Remember we all go down in flames
We fail to live up to invisible names
Without a heart and stuck in our minds
We can't forget that we all live broken lives
Waiting
Slowly but surely I’m turning this around
But there is something that I haven’t found
Sooner or later you will be finding out
Sitting there waiting isn’t so safe and sound
There’s something that’s been calling me
I feel that I’m still incomplete
Without knowing what I expect
There’s no way that I can perfect
Left of Me
Nothing, nothing left of who I have been before
Broken pieces of me, remind of something more
The puzzles broken… Nothing left of me…
Weight of the World
Citizen Soldier - Weight of the World
Feel the weight of the world
Over me, tonight
If I break, if I break down this time
Hope you know I tried
My mind's such a mess
I can't handle it
I'm at the end of my rope
I'm so sick of this
Just so over it
Why won't you let me let go
My neck is breaking, body shaking
Sometimes it's so hard to breathe
But no оne sees it follows me
I always end up underneath
The weight of the world
I don't like, like myself very much
Despite all your kind words
Can't explain why I'm hurting myself
But it feels deserved
These thoughts won't rest
I can't forgive
I overthink until I'm sick
I'm too damn tired
Too worn to fight
I don't feel strong enough
To leave оn the light
Slaves
I saw these chains locked оn my wrists
Around my neck no shackles missed
I'd tried to shake them off and flee
Nowhere to go without a key
Awoke my eyes drew the first breath
New to the world but not to death
This plan devised in secrecy
May take my life or set me free
No more to work this simple life
To toil оnly met with strife
The evening still and passed the sun
The night crept in my chance to run
I wait for dark!
No looking back I'm running
I'm running out of sight
I wait for dark!
No looking back I'm running
Running into the night
Back Where I Belong
Got my back against the wall
Tried to scream there's no sound at all
I'm stuck with nowhere to turn but I'm trying
Trying hard not to be the оne
Left behind to become undone
You can't stop what's already begun
Here in the down and out
I'm not giving up
I won't let go
Cause I am here till I'm gone
This time I've had enough
I'm оn my own
But I am back where I belong
A step closer but so far away
It seems like it's further everyday
The feelings never go away but I'm trying
At the end of a losing race
Time passes me without a trace
Trying hard just to find a place
Now that I'm оn to you
Memories, they hold a place
Just in time to go to waste
And they all become replaced
I'm Not Worth It
And everybody knows that
I'm not perfect
And everybody knows that
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah, 'cause I'm not worth it
It's cold outside with the gray skies
See your dark eyes and my dark lies
Hate myself and the pain that I caused her again
No, I can't hide although I try
I don't know why but the night sky
It's so dark, too much space between the stars in my head
She's cold now like the chill in the winter
I'm empty like the hole from a splinter
We fold now like the photo of the time that we spent
We crossed paths but our minds never centered
I feel bad but I tell her "never better"
Don't know why, but I feel like time came and then went
