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Yeah, you see a smile оn my face, but it's so different from what it is

This cruel and unusual punishment

I try to stop the thoughts, but end up doing it all again

It's a dark cloud over my head

It changes how I see life till I forget how to live

Till I forget what I am, is it the devil within?

Got me acting like I'm outta my mind

Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine

I tell myself I'm fine

But I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way

All I want is someone to save me

'Cause I am fading and I can't escape

Every night I've been losing sleep

Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me

I'm in a panic, and I'm lost inside the static

Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic

Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave? Yeah

I'd give it all just to make it go away, yeah

I burn a hole in my soul when I pray

I got оne inside the chamber, and it's calling out my name

I pretend that I'm fine inside

But I'm losing my fucking mind

I pretend that I'm fine, but I'm buried alive

A tidal wave through a ghost town

My vision blurring like a watercolor

I'm washed out now, I'm washed out

Is there something I can do now?

It's like I'm singing out of tune now

Just trying to keep my head above it all

But I never really had a shot

I thought that I could shake it

But I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my heartbeat does

Can't remember who I was

Before you came through

And I know that it's never gonna (stop)

I think I've gone over the edge

Is this as bad as it's gonna get?

I think I'll drown in my own regret

It's no use now, it's never gonna

Stop until my lungs give up

Never thought I'd self destruct

Before you came through

And I know that it's never gonna (stop)

It's a beautiful place to drown

Last breath is a constellation

No light gets this far down

Don't wanna wait a year

I fake a smile

Inside a broken mirror

You count the reasons why we'll never make it far from here

I'm gonna try to disappear

And when it rains down

You keep your hands out

I know you're wishing that оne of your plans would pan out

Somebody told me

It's not in my control

I'm sick of being lost

And keeping fingers crossed

Lately I'm getting the feeling

Nothing works

Caused we're cursed

And she says so am I

I didn't wanna believe it

Each step forward

Puts us ten behind

I'm waiting оn a sign

Like it or not

We're running out of time

We look for signals but they burn up in the atmosphere

Close enough to make it clear

Will we break or we bend

Just to lose it in the end

We're too old to play pretend

Should I go or should I stay

Will we ever be okay

Running but i’m always out of time,

Sometimes i feel like nothing’s going right

I’m not the type to scream and shout

How could you think this would be fine?

You brought me to the point i’m sick n tired

We're looking down at the space between

You've got a dare for the devil in me

What are we doing?

I close my eyes and in the dark I'm free

I know who I was but that's not me

And let's not pretend you don't want me to leave

I forgot what it feels like

To be alright

I've been falling so long

Can't see me now

I'm never coming down

Through the noise and flashing lights

I felt the cold night air telling me new lies

And let's not pretend you didn't realize

What you were doing

Too late, never the same

Too many stories with nothing to say

So let's not forget we're still drifting away

What are we doing

This was never gonna be anything like love

And all I had was always too much or not enough

We were never gonna do anything but drown