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If you did you'd turn away

You can оnly see what I show

I've seen a better day

I dont care which way the wind blows

It chooses it in spite of me

All of the decisions i've made

Or sees what I see

You think I am blind

But you are so behind

We are the outcome of a progression

You were the devil from the inception

You are not my kind

I'd like to show you something

I'm not sure you want to see

You may find the whole thing ugly

But thats me essentially

I am just another victim

Of the way you made me be

This battle is far from over

It lasts for eternity

Everyt time you look at me

And your eyes are so consumed

With what you hope to find in the end

But the illusory fades

And slowly becomes a friend

And gently shows you the way

To integrity and love

(If you gain the world, if you gain the world)

Remember you'll reap just what you sow

(If you gain the world, if you gain the world)

There's no оne left to save you now

Prisoner of my self doubt

Can't believe this is my fate

Try to get up, but I'm falling оn my face

Tell me why I'm here again?

What did I do? Who did I offend?

Is it cause of my disease?

I'm not running 'cause it follows me

Just shake it off

Told me not to let go

Said I'm here for you

I feel like I'm nothing

Am I dead weight?

Everything around me

Is so fake

I feel like I'm drowning

I'm okay, I'm okay

I don't know if I'm okay

Everyday drowning in my pain

Try to stay away from the pain you bring

But you got me caught up

Stuck locked in a cage

I can't make it out this way

My heart hurts and I'm trapped in my headspace

Numb me till I can't feel my face

I like it better when I can't feel anything

I won't let you bring me down

Pick me up and knock me down

I feel like where all lost not found

Waiting for my chance to break away

Demons in my head won't let me breathe

Waiting for my chance to break away

Ready to act so I wont be dismissed

My own inner conflict

I’m my own inner conflict

Inner peace come at a great cost

Salvation is hard to find

Visions of a life lost

Are burning in my mind

This is wrong I swear blind

I don’t have all the answers yet

All I know is this is a fragile line

I want to live, live without regret

There’s a price for everything

These days I haven’t been sleeping

Trying to come clean of secrets I’m keeping

I wanna live but I need to let you

I wanna live but I need to let you die

Someone’s going to die

Because he won’t get me out of the red

Get me out of my head, get me out of the red

Get me out of my head, get me out of the red

This life is not what I thought it would be

A declaration of a poor man’s death

Who you are is not what you have been

Couldn't take the fall from anything at all

I blamed it оn everybody else

Like the New World Order, the Illuminati

As long as it wasn't me

I was afraid of the mirror, of what I would see

Through the dark times, the dark times

Hold the light and it'll make it easier to shine

Through the dark times, the dark times

If the sky is always raining black

If the world is always stabbing you in the back

Open your eyes and you will find

That we all live broken lives

I was envious of, other people's love

Hung up оn why, I didn't have their lives

I blamed it оn everybody else

Like corrupt politicians or the shitty economy

As long as it wasn't me

One day I lifted my head and looked into the mirror

I was staring at me

Remember we all go down in flames

We fail to live up to invisible names

Without a heart and stuck in our minds

But there is something that I haven’t found

Sooner or later you will be finding out

I feel that I’m still incomplete

Without knowing what I expect