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That's always dragging me down

I'm sick of it

I've got your beady eyes beating down оn me

Wish I could turn this around

Cause every day begins the same so

Pour it all out bring me down for another day

Nobody’s gonna save me

Empty it out let me drown, let me drift away

Nobody’s gonna save me now

Think I can change, I can change for a bit

I’ll have my own brand of hell by the end of it

And if you chainsaw through the walls around me

You’ll find an empty shell of what I used to be

I’m stuck in my own design

With no оne here for me

I’m leaving this all behind

No need to bother, expect the worst

Keep my head underwater till I'm unconscious

Let's count the seconds together till my heart is at rest

I am оn the way to the dead

One, two, three, four

A rush of blood to the head

Five, six, seven, eight, stop

You think it's just a second in a world of time

But how much is it when it comes to dying

One second can decide about now or never

Will you stay or go? Nothing lasts forever

Which is the tree for you? Let's count them down

Driving through the night straight through red traffic lights

Should I grip the wheel tight, or should I just let go?

Do you ever think of staying underwater?

Eight, seven, six, five

What is it that keeps me from doing it?

Four, three, two, оne, stop

You think it's just a second in a world of time

But how much is it when it comes to dying

One second can decide about now or never

Will you stay or go? Nothing lasts forever

It's the heaviest choice to cross the dark line

'Cause every time I try, you stay there and shine

It's the heaviest choice because you're in my mind

Every time I try diving into the black water void

You light me up, you light me up

In these dark times, you light me up, you light me up

Not like myself

I'm feeling weaker, now

Face down, how am I still alive

And in control

Feels like outer-space

I've seen your home

I fail to remember

What's real and what's wrong

This new paranoia

Destroys me inside

I try to surrender

And I’ll walk away while I’m still standing

You're made of steel

Unlike myself

You're a electric eel, now

Spin out

Falling off the the edge of the road

Race down

Gravity pulls us to the ground

I want to run away leaving everything behind

Chaos in the depth of my heart

What is wrong with me? Feelings tearing me apart

I have changed, I've lost my mind

Became deranged, path not defined

Get out of my way, I'm wide awake

Let's create to destroy

Riot inside does not stop

I know I'm right, you know

I'm off the chain, I'm not here

I don't feel pain, I don't know fear

I better leave and slam the door

You won't perceive me anymore

Don't stop my mess, it's my way

Lost like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything

Broken but I don't need, I don't need you to fix me

Numb to the pain, I can drown in the rain

My demon's safe kept in my grave

Drunk off mistakes addicted to the everlasting hell

So I take another drink, throw up in the sink

The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe

If I have a heart, why am I so cold?

If you love me still I don't feel it

Drunk off mistakes addicted to the everlasting hell

So I take another drink, throw up in the sink

The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe

If I have a heart, why am I so cold?

If you love me still I don't feel it

I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul

Don't need your help

Time will tell, my оnly comfort is myself

I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul

I don't need your help, time will tell

I keep breaking down and never deal with it

Drown, cuz I don’t wanna swim

I’m good with bad habits

I know this is how I get

I take a small thing and get obsessed

But I don’t care what anyone says

It’s just me and my demons left

I believe in all my doubts

I could be good, but I need to come down

But I’m back at my bullshit now

I’m running back to a burning house

Why pay for my mistakes

Unpacked in a new glass condo

Cut my teeth, biting my own tongue

Left no short song unsung

Took a chance оn a melody

Laid down where the train should be

Rescued by a hand in the ocean

Now I’m alive in the wind’s reflection

Slow down

The broken record’s still spinning

Drop forty five to thirty three, I’m sinking

Lower lower lower, I’m sinking

Lower lower lower

I keep chasing bad feelings

I keep breaking down and never wanted to quit