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Over me, tonight

If I break, if I break down this time

Hope you know I tried

My mind's such a mess

I can't handle it

I'm at the end of my rope

I'm so sick of this

Just so over it

Sometimes it's so hard to breathe

But no оne sees it follows me

I always end up underneath

The weight of the world

I don't like, like myself very much

Despite all your kind words

Can't explain why I'm hurting myself

But it feels deserved

These thoughts won't rest

I can't forgive

I overthink until I'm sick

I'm too damn tired

Too worn to fight

I don't feel strong enough

Tried to scream there's no sound at all

I'm stuck with nowhere to turn but I'm trying

Trying hard not to be the оne

Left behind to become undone

You can't stop what's already begun

I won't let go

Cause I am here till I'm gone

This time I've had enough

I'm оn my own

But I am back where I belong

A step closer but so far away

It seems like it's further everyday

The feelings never go away but I'm trying

At the end of a losing race

Time passes me without a trace

Trying hard just to find a place

Now that I'm оn to you

Memories, they hold a place

Just in time to go to waste

I'm not perfect

And everybody knows that

I'm not worth it

I don't know why you hate me

I don't know why you hate me

See your dark eyes and my dark lies

Hate myself and the pain that I caused her again

No, I can't hide although I try

I don't know why but the night sky

It's so dark, too much space between the stars in my head

She's cold now like the chill in the winter

I'm empty like the hole from a splinter

We fold now like the photo of the time that we spent

We crossed paths but our minds never centered

I feel bad but I tell her "never better"

Is not who I wanted to be...

It's not who I wanted to be.

Buried deep in a song I keep

Are words that I needed to say,

But words never come out right

We believe our hearts are pleased where I don't feel good enough...

Inside we feel the same (Should we live for will to change)

All this time we know what's right,

And we can make it out alive

If we learn from the night

Say goodnight with hurt inside

I guess I had something to prove

But your heart would not move

Terrified of the fear we hide,

And words that we needed to say

But words never come out right

We hope at best

Our hearts will rest, well

That's not good enough

That's not good enough

I see now that you won't give up (You never)

Living life scared, so I hide myself away

Chaos all around, be quiet, just be calm

I'm better off alone like I have been all along

Lock myself away from you and I can't escape

When you've got nothing to lose paranoia sets in

And no matter what you do, I'm never gonna let you in

Like a spider I will crawl, back into my hole

I'm scratching at the walls, but I have nowhere to go

I'm adjusting to the dark, forget about the pain

Am I really that afraid or am I just insane?

You don't know why but you follow me inside

Suffocating, I can't breathe